what about life?

2009-09-11T01:15:00.000+08:00

anotherstranger.tumblr.com

2009-08-21T18:57:00.002+08:00

Dont bother.
Throw it away pls.
Just forget bout the whole thing.
No , i am not gonna do the initiatives anymore.
Nice to know you.

2009-08-19T16:18:00.000+08:00

Gonna move to tumbler. =)

2009-08-07T21:48:00.002+08:00

ahhhhh....today was fun.

2009-08-05T18:05:00.003+08:00

My mommy and daddy hid 2 cakes in the fridge. How can they even think of hiding it in that kind of place from someone like me and brother?! lmfao.Im gonna act shocked/surprised later on.

2009-08-05T17:53:00.002+08:00

Its the month of august , why should be upset? lol.

I sayang you all.

2009-08-04T15:07:00.002+08:00

You appeared out of nowhere and sat infront , looking at me. You were fcuking infront of me. The only thing i could do was just to look back at you all the way. I could felt the joy inside me. Really felt it. But sadly , it was just a dream. It was horrible knwing it wasnt real at all.

2009-07-24T21:34:00.002+08:00

Moments are cherished.Wont forget a friend who's over in egypt. Im not sure why im typing this. Maybe i know. wth. shutting myself down. When 2009 ends , it will end too. I wont be blogging for a long time now.

2009-07-21T17:44:00.002+08:00

Pointless conversations.

Unnecessary communications.

To walk away was probably the best thing to do at that moment.

& when close friends became hi-bye friends.When an ex-boyfriend became like as though he's one of the sworn enemies. When a stranger became a friend. When a bestfriend became a boyfriend. When somebody became nobody.

2009-07-19T16:41:00.001+08:00

k. cannot tahan.

2009-07-19T13:51:00.003+08:00

At least the hot bikes i found yesterday made me forget bout the world for a moment. & i fell in love with this one...

Class 2b , 2a then 2. =D

Idky i bother so much about them who doesnt even give a damn.

2009-07-18T13:11:00.003+08:00

Argued with a friend at around 1 am.
Still defending for one who doesnt even know whats really going on here.
In an unstable state of mind.
Im going out to accompany maksu survey some bike.

no matter how much i miss him ,
im not gonna punch those buttons and tell him.
No i wont.
Dont bother trying to psycho me into doing so.

2009-07-17T21:02:00.004+08:00

i feel like shutting myself down.
im all negative now. im not replying to any text msges. I've rejected izzat's callings.I've surrendered my 9632 sim card to father. im left with only 9149.
my allowance is yet again gonna be insufficient. babiiiii llllllaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

pple come and go. Mcm masok kedai , klua kedai.

losing myself. Knuckles are swollen.

2009-07-17T13:43:00.002+08:00

I gave up doing my maths homework at around midnight ytd. At 6.30 am , mom woke me up and i told her i don wanna go school. I immediately fall back to sleep and when i woke up at 10 , mom told me ms Chen called. When i came online , i got an info that only 2 girls in my class attended school today.I am glad that i made the decision to not get my ass to school since my tehtarik and curry aint going too.

my nights aint the same anymore.
Theres nothing to look forward to.
I am downright busy with studies and homeworks during the day , afternoon and evening.
Someone used to make me laugh alone in my room before falling aslp. Used to.

its dull now.

k. how pathetic can i sound. wtf.

2009-07-17T13:31:00.003+08:00

Gah. Still not over you.

2009-07-14T15:06:00.003+08:00

"It's no use giving advice to someone
who doesn't seem to care,
cause you're wasting your effort on trying to be a
good friend and giving th best for th person . "

So i ripped those above from a blog own by someone who was a dear friend to me. I AM SO GLAD YOU KNOW THAT. WASTE THE EFFORT eh. WASTED MY EFFORT. If youre reading this blog of mine , just wanna say dont bother making things better anymore.That is IF you have the intention to. Yknow i just dont care anymore. Waited for months for a lil expectation from you to do something bout this and im losing my patience already.

2009-07-14T14:30:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulilah.
Maksu just passed her 2A this morning.
She texted me early in the morn. She was the one who's taking the test but im the one feeling all nervous.

I had a haircut yesterday afternoon.
& school was rather enjoyable today.

2009-07-13T09:22:00.002+08:00

The time now is 9.25 am.

Its monday morning and im at home.

2009-07-12T20:44:00.003+08:00

It feels as though im running all around and i cant find a place to just stay on.I do wish for one but do i even stand a chance?

2009-07-12T17:52:00.008+08:00

Saturday

Were supposed to meet at somerset mrt at 3 pm.
At 3 pm , i was still at my aunt's house chit-chating
Amir called and text.
I rushed.
Met dila first then off we go.
Received a text. Changed the place to meet.
Waited for that 2 dudes in lucky plaza mac.
Bumped into salwah.
Ate and amir bumped into lots of his friends.
Proceed to esplanade and went to the bridge
Snapped alot of pictures.
Tried to snap pictures of the fireworks
It started raining
We ran
We were drenched
Took a shelter under the bridge and then booom!!
The fireworks started.

=_="

2009-07-12T01:27:00.000+08:00

HAH. im hyper for no reason.

The time is now 1.28 am.

amazing.

2009-07-12T01:03:00.001+08:00

BYD.

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2009-07-12T00:03:00.005+08:00

"mcm tourist sey kiter org"

Squeezed.

" cepat! self-timer. tepi! "

" eh cepat oi. amek gambar.eh nmpk tk ngn helicopter?! cepat amek! "

Geez. Last minute outing. Im lazy to elaborate.

2009-07-10T15:16:00.003+08:00

It aint going away.

No..not anytime soon.

Geez.

2009-07-09T21:23:00.003+08:00

This feeling is indescribable.Tons of things are lingering in my head.I know i could have done better for Mt O lvl Oral just now. I screwed up. I got really stuck and i stared at the teacher. I cursed myself. I didnt answer what the question was asking.The answer i gave was utter rubbish. " maaf..nervous.." That was my pathetic excuse given to the two teachers.As i was walking back home , i was actually on the verge of breaking down.My bag was damn heavy and it felt as though i was piggybacking-ing my brother and my stomach was rather empty.Didnt had any proper meal the whole day.

Reminisced unintentionally.Those moments just had to end aye.
Late night calls. Fixed rendezvous. That stupid word game.
None other was like you.
"Why?" is the question i kept asking. To who? to myself. Since when? Eversince every wonderful things between you and i stopped.

2009-07-08T16:44:00.000+08:00

I miss you.

2009-07-07T16:19:00.003+08:00

I thought i would wake up early for school today.

Yes , i did woke up earlier than the usual timing BUT...

my eyes went shut again.

At 6.35 am , mom shouted from the kitchen. Upon hearing her voice , i got shocked for awhile and quickly rushed to the toilet.

bla bla bla.

Ms J gave each and every one a chocolate.Why? she said its chocolates' day.

Had some giggling here and there.

I got a squeezed on the butt from huiQing in the toilet.

Painful , i tell you.

I was looking forward to PE but it was cancelled. Pfft.

Had to go over to computer lap for Live Lessons.

We played this game which we have to answer some questions about singapore before we can build some builidings whatever.

I was ranked an expert and when Ms chen asked , i just told her i got an expert ranking.

Her jaw dropped. lol.

She kept making THE face and looked at me with full of disbelieve.

HAHA.

2009-07-06T15:04:00.002+08:00

Sunday

BBQ
Snap pictures
Drink
Eat
Swim
Shout
Laugh
Broke the toilet door
Bottle glass broke
They got drunk
They vomitted
ice water being thrown to each other.
All sorts of things were thrown in the pool too.

I lost my excitement before gg to the party at first but it turns out to be a fun day.I had to go off early cause i forgot i had to meet wanee on that day.Rushed and accompanied her to cut her long hair. Tssk. As soon as i reached home , i was like gasping for air already. I had no energy left. I still managed to hit the shower though. I immediately jumped into bed after that.I didnt have a goodnite sleep , i tell you. My phone kept on vibrating. One after another.I was quite annoyed. Apologies to izzat. I didnt managed to go to his gig yesterday afternoon.

Ego. Yes i have my ego , i admit.I've stated my stand , i have my own preferences and im living by it.You asked them girls but they dont even know me.Yes of course , we are in the same gender but that doesnt mean i speak , i think , i act and possess the same brain as theirs. Get it? You , they misjugde my actions.Sorry to say that things arent what ure hoping for.I cant be head over heels for ya. You need not confess cause i already knew. Its just good enough that i told you now than let you be curious and let you keep on believing it.You talk like as if im fully to be blamed. Guess what. I aint taking all the blame.No im not. Im done doing that.

2009-07-04T22:01:00.004+08:00

Was out from 1 pm till 9 pm. Hung out with iswat , idk , idk , idk , idk , idk , idk , idk and idk since he bugged me like hell the other night.HAHA.He even call/text me numerous times to wake me up at 8.30 am(i didnt even ask him to do so).Met the pple at marina. Didnt bother to introduce ourselves and talk like as if we know each other. I was the only girl at first. Then came another friend of his , along with the girlfriend. Didnt talk to her cause basically , i just dont know how to start a convo with her. I find it hard to talk with a girl idk than a guy idk. Bought tickets and watched transformers for the second time. I got dizzy half-way through the movie.We were all so unlucky to get seats in the 4th row from the screen. As soon as the movie ended , everyone were in need of the toilet.After that , we all got hungry and headed to pizza hut. Kecoh , i tell you.Total bill was $129. We left the place and i got shocked for awhile.Simply because theres suddenly a girl appeared from nowhere and tagged along. HAHA. Their next plan was to head to ECP. Knowing that it was already 7 pm , i decided not to follow or else i'll be reaching home late. Iswat sent me to Tpy Mrt and i met dila after that. Collected my homeworks and chilled at Coffee bean. Not long after , Sabirah and her sister joined us. Started to walk off at 8.40.

Im so excited.Meeting school friends tmr and gonna head to sumitro's house together-gather.

Aj , i just dont know how to explain it to ya anymore.You assumed . You mistook me. You believed the opinion of other girls when u asked them about me but it turns out to be a whole diff thing.Its partially your fault to believe them.

2009-07-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

Our Parents have many options to torture us like

-Poison
-Sleeping Pill
-Hanging by Neck
-Throwing from building

But They choose...
EDUCATION

I find that funny. LOL

2009-07-03T16:23:00.002+08:00

Niff left on tues night.

2009-07-03T15:04:00.003+08:00

I skipped school today. Mama nagged but i continued my sleep anyway. Just cant get my body up.Eversince school started , i've been coming home from school feeling so shagged.

Had a tiff with the parents on monday night but everything's a-okay now.

& Be-yourself-day's date just had to clash with the MT oral's date.

Am not sure if i wanna follow mom to attend a wedding invitation tmr and was invited to a party on idk-exactly-which-day.lol. See first hor.

I hopped onto idk-whose bike.Honda Fireblade 1000cc.Swung my body a lil bit to feel the weight.Tried to stand on my feet.I cant. I cant reach the ground. lmfao.

2009-07-02T17:23:00.001+08:00

I am lazy to update this blog of mine.

2009-06-27T13:00:00.008+08:00

The feeling of fear has been lingering in me for the past few days and i jolly well know why.
Though i had the urge to tell , i think its better to just keep it to myself.

I woke up feeling all negative today.

Transformers was awesome.

2009-06-26T13:39:00.003+08:00

Here we go again.

It was actually hurtful yknow.I've gone through it before and then now , im going through it yet again.& hell .. its exactly the same thing.You think it was funny and you think it was okay to say that. I thought i would just stop there but no. I pretended to be insensitive , ignorant and i just fcuking laughed it off.

Avoiding you is not a smart thing to do.

I think its just another infatuation cause i still yearn for him.

Its not you , not you and obviously its not you. Its him.

He made a great impact in my life.Stop asking me to forget it cause i just wont.

After june , im gonna get back to the square one.

Happy birthday to AJ and RIP MJ.

ps : dont assume the 'him' is you cause im practically blogging bout diff pple here.

2009-06-24T16:51:00.007+08:00

Happy 17th birthday , sabirah!

We had this mini celebration and i swear it was a last minute preparation.

I went out of the house to meet dila at 11.20 am. We proceed to skygard and we had to ask for a lil help from one of those residence who stays at the 12th floor. We pressed the door bell from one of the houses and we asked politely.

" isit ok if we could leave our cake in your fridge while we wait for our friends? "

" sorry. I dont speak english..." > WTF.

adila : wth. she says she dont speak but she just spoke in english.

Me.... I just stared at her.

Yknow...its better to just tell us u cant help us instead of trying to act like as if u dont know the language. We're not that dumb sia. So without a thank you , we turned and walked away.

bla bla bla . We waited for the rest for about 3 hrs..? yea.

2009-06-21T20:40:00.006+08:00

The times when my hair was short. butch. lol

Thin hair.

Outside first toa payoh sec's hall.

I just decided to post some old pictures up.

I know i shouldnt had done that.

Should have just keep it to myself.

malu nyee.

Im craving for chicken ban mian.

I cant decide whether my hair is curly or wavy.

My eyebag's getting worse.

2009-06-20T23:49:00.004+08:00

2009-06-20T23:17:00.004+08:00

I swear idk this makcik but wth. face expression priceless. lol

Its been long since i meet them.

2009-06-14T00:44:00.004+08:00

Met cik anip on fri.

Thought its gonna rain on that day so i wore my long sleeve.Unfortunately , it didnt.

Walked around town then proceed to raffles then walk and walk till i perspired like hell.

Nasib baik tk pakai eyeliner.

Cukup time , took a bus ride home and he sent me off.

Reached home at around 2315pm.

Met cik anip again today.LOL

& best ey conteng tangan orang. ^^

2009-06-13T17:33:00.004+08:00

LOL . Thanks for showing me where i actually stand in your life aye.

2009-06-11T15:55:00.002+08:00

Liar Liar Pants On Fire.

PetSociety in FB.Self-entertainment.Collect coins je.

I wish i have a hamster.

AJ giler.

2009-06-10T21:30:00.004+08:00

I am hungry right now but i dont want to eat.I feel so dead.Im craving for lasagne.Im watching erlin montel.

" eh da jumpe erlin? "

" kalau kau tk nmpk , aku tk tau nk ckp ape."

2009-06-10T16:17:00.002+08:00

Was accompanied by dila yesterday afternoon to OG albert complex.Had to get my external hard disk repaired cause i accidentally dropped it.We did a lil catch up on things while in the bus.
The man who had to attend to me over there is from China i assume. So , it was difficult for us to communicate. There was a point of time when he had a lil difficulty in putting back the usb cable into the box. I offered a helping hand but he refuses.Then gave me a wide smile and said he was very happy. I was like O.o "okaaayyy...." Adila was laughing her ass off at the side. My hard disk was replaced to a brand new one. ^^

2009-06-09T12:03:00.005+08:00

I better kill it before i sink into that horrible state again.

Obviously , i got nth interesting to blog about.

2009-06-07T21:39:00.004+08:00

When the feelings been revived , you just have to go away. Just like others.

And that means , i have to go through it yet again.

They only managed to utter words but didnt bother to take any actions upon it.

Doesnt want it to fade away/ Wants things just like how they were back then/ how i miss you so much and etc.

None of them.None.

2009-06-05T22:03:00.003+08:00

Thought i would be sitting in my room , revising my physic tonight but no. I headed down to amk instead. HAHA.

2009-06-03T19:59:00.003+08:00

2009-05-31T21:44:00.002+08:00

I felt content for just a short while. I know he's not you but he looks somewhat like you.

Its like as if you're there ; just a few footsteps away from me.

I let myself to believe that was you. But i had to come back to reality.

That dude was just another stranger who works at raffles's mac.

Tmr's the day and i am nervous bout it.

No , i have not forget anything.

2009-05-31T00:35:00.001+08:00

2009-05-30T23:07:00.002+08:00

Thursday :

I skipped school and mom wanted to go bugis on that day so she took urgent leave.

I went out at around 1 pm and happily took the train to city hall.

Unfortunately , the train had to break down and i was stuck at somerset.

I frust tonggek alone.

A few minutes later , met mom and headed down to arab st.

Bought what we need for our raye outfit and head home.

I threw myself on the bed and slept for awhile.

Woke up and stared at the ceiling. Text some pple and Eddie was 'available' to accompany me.

Met up at mac.

Asked me what i wanted and he successfully took it for me.

& you dont wanna know where he hid it.

Home by 11 pm.

Friday :

Went school and found out only 6 pple in my class attend school on thurs.

School ended at 10 am.

Had a lunch date with dear syairah over at BK.

Had alot of good laughs.

Thats what you get when a dumb girl meets her deaf friend.

At around 7.30 pm , nasri came all the way here from pasir ris.

Went up to skygard.

I intended to get my malay paper 2 done but then..I brought the wrong paper.

I brought paper 1 instead of 2. So i forced myself to brainstorm while nasri watched Wall-E using his psp.

There was a point of time when i tried to show a building for nasri to look at.

Die potek so i gave up trying to show where the exact building is.

Then i saw someone moving from the corner of my eye.

Turned and guess who.....

When i saw her , she ran like madass , laughing her ass off.

Me.... I was actually stunned.

Talked and laughed and went back home by 10 pm.

Today :

Woke up and head to school in the morn.

Did MT papers in the canteen with ms fauziah and all.

My leg muscle stretched like hell when i got up from my seat to buy some snack.

bloody painful.

& shyan being shyan asked me treat him this particular biscuit cause he was hungry too.

Kesian.

While everyone had a break , mom came to school to meet ms chen.

Thank goodness i didnt went home with mom.

Cikgu Fauziah treat us all.

The 7 of us hopped into her car.

Had late breakfast at swensens.

Best.

At 5.30pm , met up with adila and went down to town.

Like finally man.

2009-05-26T17:34:00.002+08:00

Na'ah but im not taking any blame anymore. Im not gonna say sorry if its not my fault.

No , i wasnt smiling at you.

2009-05-22T14:54:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday , Haiqal.

Happy birthday to Nia too.

2009-05-20T13:59:00.002+08:00

I skipped school today. I was so unmotivated.

I started cleaning the house alone as early as 9 am.I sneeze and sneeze and sneeze.

After 3 hrs , i feel satisfied.

I've yet to re-arrange clothes in my drawers and cupboard.

2009-05-19T17:33:00.000+08:00

2009-05-19T16:25:00.003+08:00

I did my house chores today. Washed , hang and fold clothes , organize my things on the study table and bla bla bla. I decided not to follow the girls to vivo or marina barrage cause i dont wanna procrastinate anymore.Now , im hungry.

You're predictable and i know what youre trying to do.

2009-05-18T19:38:00.003+08:00

Go on , keep under-estimating me.

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2009-05-18T18:03:00.002+08:00

Out of the blue , father said that hes gonna buy 125 CC dirt bike for me and brother to learn how to ride a bike. Like reaaaallll ooonnnlllyyyy.....

2009-05-18T14:08:00.003+08:00

I didnt stayed home on both saturday and sunday.Watched star trek on saturday afternoon.Went home , waited for the clock to strike 8 pm and i went off to maksu's.Slept-over and i only had around 3/4 hrs of sleep in total.Athai , the fat yet cute cat stepped on my back while i was sleeping.Sumpah boleh rase keberatannye.On sunday afternoon , cooked spaghetti. It was superb , i tell you.

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2009-05-18T13:20:00.003+08:00

Its been a month now.

I miss you. Terribly.

2009-05-14T12:04:00.002+08:00

So much for turning in early yesterday night.I did shut my eyes before 1 am and woke up again at around 2 am.As soon as i checked my cellphone , i giggled alone in bed.Why? cause i realised that i replied eddie's text message with an alien language. HAHA.

" oits! da blaja ke utk bsk nye paper! "

" Woist.Berpkbe until sun..."

" Berpkbe? Baru abes minom jack daniels eh? "

I don remember when the hell i replied him and i swear i dont know whats ' berpkbe until sun' is though i was the one who sent it to him.

& so much for having long hours of sleep too.At around 6 am , i was awoken by the sounds that my brother made in my room.He was gel-ing up his hair infront of my mirror without switching on the main light. He was depending on the night light to see. I managed to doze off again. At around 7.30 am , I was awoken yet again.My mom slammed my cupboard door after choosing her outfit for work today.She glanced at me and said sorry and ran out of my room.After that , i cant get back to sleep anymore. Walao.

2009-05-13T20:43:00.001+08:00

Raye 2008.

2009-05-13T19:29:00.002+08:00

I woke up feeling a lil hyper this morning.I looked retarded yet again while walking to school cause adila made me smile all by myself.She was at the other side of the road by the way.Did the usual routine once reached school and when its time to do the physic paper , i became frust tonggek sendiri.I cant even score full marks for the first question. It was so disheartening.Ok whatever. Its just the MYE. haha.

I wanna turn in early tonight.I wanna look fresh and do all the necessary stuff i have to do tomorrow.

2009-05-12T17:43:00.002+08:00

Annual awards 2008. Grabbed from Hui Qing.

Followed father down to the carpark cause he wanted to do something with his bike. Sat there and watched him. He taught me a few stuff while brother was happily playing with the throttle.

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2009-05-12T13:31:00.004+08:00

Didnt have a goodnight sleep last night.I woke up approx. every 1 hr after i close my eyes.At 5 am , i just lie on bed and did some thinking.1 hr and 30 mins later , got up and showered.At 7.05 am , i set off to school and when i was in the lift , i realised i forgot something. Had to go up again and thats explain why i was nearly late for school today.Rushed and when i arrived at the traffic light , i cursed and sweared to myself.While waiting for the light to be green , there was this apek made a U-turn and said bye. O.o?

As soon as i reached the parade square , i uttered WTF to Viona. Dont ask me why cause i dont even know.I was drenched with my own sweat. Today's paper was geography and it ended at 9.57pm.Didnt hang around in school that long.By 10.30 am , i was already at home. I grabbed a plate as i was hungry. When i was happily devouring my food , father just had to ask , "you fight with Haiqal eh ?"

Didnt see that question coming yaw. It was left unanswered and i continue eating.

The first date was funny wasnt it? A few months back. To be specific , 7 mths back.We queued for an afternoon movie tickets and you confidently pronounce the title of the movie wrongly.We laughed our ass off loudly right there on that minute itself.After getting the tickets , you left me alone by the roadside with your things for a while . The minute you came back , you laughed at me cause there was a garbage truck passed by right infront of the place where i was sitting. Ok yknow what... enough.. whatever. pfft.So it has been 3 weeks since the last sms was sent to you.'

Tomorrow will be physic paper and again , i'll be back home by 10.30 am.Wont be schooling on thurs. ^^

2009-05-11T18:30:00.002+08:00

First , i blocked you from having any conversation with me.Thought that i would unblock you one day but you just have to make me be much more angrier at you than i already am.See , i've deleted you. You're such an ass.

2009-05-11T16:23:00.002+08:00

Met eddie on saturday. Maksue came over for 2 consecutive nights. Nuradilamatzain has been here for 3 days.HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! ^^

A psychopath , she is. REALLY.

2009-05-10T14:26:00.001+08:00

Right , i get it.

2009-05-06T22:04:00.002+08:00

It took me a few seconds before realising that dzul was actually mocking me. cb. LOL

2009-05-06T21:52:00.002+08:00

I took "how good-looking are you?" quiz in facebook and the result was cute.LOL.

People generally like you. You're funny, nice, and outgoing, and you always have a smile on your face. People often say you're beautiful on the inside and out, and you have no problems making friends with anyone. You take the time to enjoy life's moments, and you always look on the bright side. Everything comes easily to you, in every aspect. But, because everything comes so easily, when catastrophe hits, you completely fall apart because you never learned how to deal. Also, a lot of people don't like you simply because they're jealous of you, or because they find your sensitivity and bubbliness annoying rather than endearing. That's okay though, because you don't need those people. Just keep being yourself and everything will be smooth sailing from here.

Yang merah tu kan... memang betol.

2009-05-06T17:26:00.001+08:00

Look at dwi. Shes the most cutest toddler.Org suruh buat lain , die buat lain.

2009-05-06T17:06:00.001+08:00

He look better with hair. lol lol lol

2009-05-06T16:14:00.002+08:00

I felt so stressed up cause i know im gonna fail my english paper.I hate paper 1.I panicked for a lil while cause my brain was blank.I think my composition was totally out of point.

Life's getting better.

2009-05-05T20:19:00.006+08:00

I want to achieve this type of hairstyle. So hair , can you pls grow at a faster rate?

2009-05-05T19:47:00.002+08:00

My stomach is in pain.My fingers have those tingling sensation.My legs are itchy.

SS was done anyhow.Answers are mostly based on my opinions.A lot of Qns in Maths paper were left undone.No , i dont feel guilty cause i've been doing that ever since secondary school life started.

Do you know anyone that would warn his/her victim before making a prank call?
Eddie did that last night at around 2 am.

LOL.

2009-05-04T18:35:00.005+08:00

I do still feel tired.I was out the whole weekend.As expected , i was pissed on saturday.

Reached the CC damn early cause my father had to be the witness.Cousins arrived late and by then , i was already bored to death.Went home by evening and was supposed to help maksu at night but wasnt allowed to leave the house. BOohoo.

Maksu called on the next day and found out that they have not decorated the cars.Went out to help and was back home after 1 hr and 30 mins and went out again. Everyone was rushing.Gedebak gedebuk , aku malas nk elaborate.I must say that sunday was much better than saturday.

Science prac was A-okay i guess.

2009-05-04T18:02:00.003+08:00

No doubt that i still miss you.

But i think i have to forget you and i hope i can.

Why should i keep thinking of you when you dont even care at all?

2009-05-02T00:17:00.001+08:00

Mase yg lebih mulia dari mase yg kt gambar bawah tu. ^^

2009-05-02T00:14:00.001+08:00

ADILA! ingat tk? LMFAO. EEEEEeeeeeeeeee....

2009-05-02T00:00:00.002+08:00

Now tell me , how do you love me now?

HAHA. Muke mintak kene sepak dan sepak.
Skejap lagi nuradilamatzain comment. LOL

tk perlu ,aku tau.

Suntec and its raw.

2009-05-01T23:11:00.007+08:00

Its the time when i got rimas with my hair.

& the part when i forgot to zoom out.

I've picked my outfit for tmr and most prolly i will be pissed cause i will definitely feel hot and sweat like one waterfall.Slamat pengantin baru kak nini. ^^V. Da tak boleh main netball lagi.HAHA.Besok da nk kahwin da..HAHA.

Adila made me have a shock of my life just now.cb.I was talking to myself inside my head cause i saw someone familiar at the other side of the road.She then suddenly appeared just infront of my face. Da gitu nk smack dahi aku lagi. -_-

Im currently pissed with THAT club which i once joined 3 or 4 yrs ago. Calling my cousin up and forcing her to persuade me to join back in is kinda pathetic , y'knw. Hell no. Im not coming back. Betol punye tknk kalah eh.Pasal nk naik kan namer , sanggup eh nk buat gini. Gi mati , mofos. ^^

2009-04-30T18:48:00.003+08:00

2009-04-30T16:27:00.005+08:00

I had to have laughter to prevent myself from sleeping in class as i only had 3 hrs of slp the night before.I must say that i did real bad for MT oral just now. Jawapan sume mengarot.

I suddenly have that strong urge to delete you from my msn contact list.

From the beginning of this yr , i've not been using any accessories for my piercings.
I miss my smiley. =(

2009-04-29T23:14:00.001+08:00

I cant lie to myself.

I can still fit into my FTPPS t-shrit.

2009-04-28T16:22:00.004+08:00

I feel irritated and somehow frustrated when i see you online. & its a sad thing to realise that all of it was unappreciated.I am here feeling so low yet you're there happily living your life like as though you have not hurt someone recently.Sometimes i wish i could just slice you open and by that , you can feel how i feel.

I need to use up my ppd card before it expires.The problem is that i dont know who to waste it on.

The yearn to hear your voice through the phone is still there.
imy.

2009-04-28T15:20:00.002+08:00

I always say how much i dont need you but it always gonna come right back to this.

2009-04-05T18:25:00.001+08:00

& its all tumbling down.

2009-04-05T18:23:00.000+08:00

Boy , i miss you.

2009-03-01T21:04:00.001+08:00

bitch , im through with you.

Circle Circle Circle This circle never ends.

2009-02-15T16:11:00.002+08:00

1234..

This space wont be very active anymore.

2009-02-13T17:28:00.002+08:00

Your gestures and responses are very very ........
To be frank , i rather talk to myself.

No doubt that everyone is going all self-centered.Be it sharing friends , food to fill the empty stomach, studies and the time they spent around friends and boyfriends. I've been spending my weekends with friends and i hope i could run to maksu's house this sunday.

Dearest H , i am missing you too.

& when everyone else now have the courage to wear blue headband in sch...

2009-02-12T22:08:00.003+08:00

Okay. I cant seem to upload any pictures here.Why?

Because computer's being a bitch. She's having PMS too.

Its hilarious how i became the one who ended up getting a scolding from you when you're the one who pissed me off.Yes , i laughed my ass off upon receiving your text.

& I was somehow disturbed by someone's statement today.

It was just a mere joke and apparently , he thought that i was boasting and acting all arrogant.

Best. (Y)

Awak , last long dengan orang tu.Tkmo worry sebab i wont find you even if im at the lowest point in life.

Ye , im a very very very sensitive person currently.

Afternoon assembly aint fun without peeps around.

A fucking loner i was for about 1hr and 30 mins.

My eyebrows were pulled towards one another through out the whole event.

Aku miss cousins.

Everyone's changing.

2009-02-10T16:21:00.003+08:00

Its much more clear now.As much as i want to spit it out , i think its better to just shut up. I wont lose out. It wont be me.
Yes , i always talk silly but that doesnt mean im totally silly , does it?

I have to meet two different group on this coming weekend and i have a feeling i might fail to meet either one of them.

Now that i feel secure than ever , I no longer have to worry bout this and that.Everything is done without being said.

The food that was distributed just now was oh-so awesomely gross.

My saturday.

2009-02-08T13:04:00.004+08:00

Everything went well yesterday inside H house.

Awkwardness was surely there.

HOHO.

I met those two above as i've made a decision not to follow H and family to his big brother's fiancee's house.

Me : EH tgk ni..

Rid : tgk kasut aku lhhhh...

cb. Mcm pompan sewel.

Eh rid. Ni kau sak. LOL

2009-02-06T20:53:00.002+08:00

" Im happy for kiki. "

Typed down by faiz in his blog.

Maybe meeting faiz and friends next sat.

now , how pathetic can i be?

2009-02-06T20:37:00.004+08:00

You'll be alrite.
Everything will be just fine.
Just a couple of hours of being in a place surrounded by strangers.

Prolly the most irritating qns for tmr will be " ehh sape budak ni? "
OMGGGGGGG.
The scene/situation are already drawn out in mind.

FFFFUUUUUCCCK.

007 BANG~ AHHH!

2009-02-03T16:25:00.003+08:00

Riduan kongasam.

Suke pressure aku bile aku punyer turn.

Mati-mati nk aku buat forfeit.

& aku suspect kuat kau bace blog aku. HOho.

Haiqal kurang ajar skali.

He made the last joke of the day on me.

He farted. PFFT.

Adila suke pekik dulu baru ketawe. LOL

2009-02-03T15:37:00.003+08:00

H went snoring when he was supposed to meet me in the late afternoon
I got pissed for a moment
Decided to go over to skygard alone
1 hour later , rid and dila accompanied me
At around 8.30 , H appeared at last
Headed to fork and spoon for carrot cake
After eating , the dudes had fags and we settled down behind NTUC
Played games
Laughed our ass off
I went back home way after my curfew
H sent me home

2009-02-01T19:20:00.002+08:00

You shit! You shit! You shit!

aku boring.

2009-02-01T15:09:00.001+08:00